22122014

Wasn't in a good health recently.

Since the beginning of the month, i hurt my leg, just because i went to pee?

I have no idea, it just hurts when i stood up.

Was having about 5 ulcers in my mouth since last 2 weeks.

I can't describe how suffer it was, especially those on tongue.

and keep worrying i have some kind of sickness.

It gets better after having some salt water.

What now? my back bone hurts. T.T

I don't get it, why am i having so much pain these days.

It started since few days ago, and still in pain.

04122014

那么快来到2014尾声，

三剑客的其中一成员就这样不知不觉去澳洲10个月学成归来了。

昨晚，久违的相聚，久违的火锅，久违的麻将。

这是我们离别前的最常做的事。

这次的相聚，大家都似乎经历了不少里程。

他说澳洲读书轻松得多了，完全不像在马来西亚般，压力。

工作的工作，埋怨的埋怨。

一个晚上就这样过去了。

今晚本来说好的小学聚会，取消了。
约了爱人吃晚餐，看场戏。
吃了晚餐，戏却没看成。
在公司脚就觉得扭到了，却还抱着就快复原的希望到了One Utama.
开开心心吃完后，却走不去戏院，痛的马上回家去 :(

今天，又与老细谈天了。

他似乎对我有所重望，而我却看不见未来。

或许我一开始的表现给他有所期望，

现在却怠慢了一些。

有一种无形的压力，每天都在懊恼。

他希望我能快快成长，成为领导，带领新人。

但我却希望做个被带领的人，慢慢学习。

其实身在这间公司，机会很多，我却害怕没捉紧机会。

人生，为什么要那么懊恼？

潇洒地走一回不好吗？

03112014

People around me, come and go.

The short 3 months time in this company, 2 has left.

Luckily new colleague is here on time, and i wouldn't be alone.

My new colleague, a boy, Chinese banana.

When i thought he can only speak English, he spoke to me in Mandarin.

and I asked him, you speak Mandarin, he said Yes and even Cantonese.

So my mind set changed, he is not a banana.

He keep speaking to me in Mandarin as if my English is like so bad? :p

Until I spoke some words that he don't understand,

few questions marks on my mind, did he study Mandarin?

And finally i found out he is a banana.

Well, first day of his, OT till 9pm.

I am so sorry that he had to wait me to finish up my event program,

and listen to my brief and program flow.

My first baby event is happening on this Friday.

I am nervous yet excited!

I really hope it goes smooth and well.

I CAN DO IT!

什么是event? Event 即是吃力不讨好的东西。

讨好顾客，赶计划书，挨饿，熬夜，伤脑筋，求新鲜感

基本上，必需很有知识

在这间公司两个月多了，有点不知所措。

10.00am 开工，5.30pm 放工，但是有几何我是准时放工的呢？

我必须养成准时回家的习惯！

工作量真的有增无减，处于硬撑阶段，超不健康！

甚至愿意牺牲周末，回公司赶个计划书。

甚至回到家，脑袋旋转到3am! 为了什么？好对比起自己。

Milestone of mylife.

Life was treating me good. Unexpected opportunities, lead me out of dilemma, and everything solved. Internship has come to an end, and internship report is the only thing left before I am officially graduated from Bachelor Degree. 

I have left. Leaving a company that I had so much of great and valuable memories within these 4 months time. Before, was wondering whether i had did a good job in this company, will the boss make me stay, offer me a decent salary or what so. I was kinda emotional because i wanted to stay so badly. And thinking of all the hard works were not being appreciated. (self emotion)

Anyhow, i started to think, "YOLO" you only live once! I need to explore my life, explore the world outside. There are lots of opportunities waiting for you and keep moving! Some midnight, i filled up my resume @ Jobstreet. But, i did not apply any job yet because i thought of getting enough of rest and holiday first before starting to work again. 

However, HR from advertising company spotted my resume at Jobstreet and desperately calling me for interview. Well, since I'm still having replacement leaves, why not give it a try. My mindset was just to gain experiences of interview. So, I went to 2 interviews in a day. One is the one above, and another one was introduced by my ex-colleague. 

I hate pre-interview syndrome! Getting really emotional and nervous. These 2 interviews were my virgin interview. Unexpectedly, both interviews were just like a casual conversation. Except for the usual questions being asked, we chit chat about hobbies, futures, languages, countries and interviewer even teach me on how to improve my weaknesses. 

Felt so relieve after all. I don't have much confident for the first company as they are looking for marketing position and I did doubt my ability during the interview. The other was an event company that I have more confidence that she will offer me.  Here comes the dilemma, what if both company want me? (I'm still waiting for current company to offer me). Both company have pros and cons and i wish to join both, in other words,  I don't really have specific interest on both company. 

Okay, too much of thoughts for me. Here comes the first company called me for 2nd interview. A slight happy for me as it was another opportunity for me. And before this, first company has offered me with my expected salary. 2nd interview was good as well with the HOD, and she said i will be in her list. I waited until Monday (first day in Phuket) and finally she sent me offer email. 

My choice is? Uhh, marketing thou i am not from course of marketing. Bigger company, more opportunities, better environment. Starting work on 5th of May, and wishing everything be good. Pray hard.