06012015

Depress. Demotivated

Meeting up a client today and present the proposal,

sadly i did not prepare well.

I don't like who I am now, no motivation at all.

The pain when you squeezed all your brain juice yet you don't find the like on your own proposal.

The lost when you do not know what are you doing, "I am not suppose to be like this!" is what you keep telling yourself.

I am stepping into the real working life and no more interns.

No matter how hard is it, no matter how dislike you are,

you have to work it out!

*Vomit*

I heard another story about myself being criticize by ex-colleague.

I wonder what he told to the part timer even on the 5th day of his work previously.

Aha. Atleast he had resigned, and yeah i need not to talk about him anymore.

Seriously i didn't meet such bad attitude person before.

Ok stop.

Quote of the year 2015

"Do what you fear, and fear disappears"

~David Joseph Schwartz~

One day, i was thinking, what stopped me from being a better person?

I believe answer in which stand a highest percentage is FEAR.

Fear damage my life, it ruins productivity and destroy dreams. Fear robs life of its joy.

I tell my in this new year, deal with Fear!

You fear failure? Go ahead and fail.

I am pursuing to be that kind of person who do not mind how people look at them.

Being cool like there's no others. :)

It's easy to type those words on my keyboard, but way harder to actually do it.

2015, become a better person!