First Step on Europe

Europe seems like a very dream and elegant destination for some of the people.

It applies to me few years ago, i tend to admire people who travel or study in Europe.

I can't deny that i am such a lucky girl who have an opportunity to step of Europe land.

Even my family members have not visited over. 

Probably not because of financial constraint, but more to time constraint. 

Hopefully they will be there one day, such a beautiful land.

Oh forgot to mention, i was there for 10 days Educational Trip. Paris - Toulouse.
Sincerely thanks to my parents and boyfie who sponsored me. Feeling loved.

More than 24 hours in airport and plane includes transiting in Dubai.

I was kinda amazed by Time difference. Such a strange thing.

I have spent 30 hours of Halloween in Malaysia, Dubai as well as France.

I have confused how many meals have i taken. Felt like a boss in the plane. 

Movie, Eat and Sleep and it repeats.

Reaching at Paris about 8pm local time. 

Due to jet lagged and tiredness, what appeared in my mind was "Just another place"

Checked in at HotelF1 Paris Porte de Chatillon and settled down. 

As we have 266 students flood into this hotel at once, the wifi is hardly connected. :(

The weather was cooling and windy. I admit that i have underestimate the weather.

Walk along the street at that night, get some groceries at a shop that still operating.

Take a deep breath of air in France.

And the song "Sound of Silence" appeared in my mind and accompany until i fell asleep.

[Sound of Silence]

Hello darkness, my old friend 
I've come to talk with you again 
Because a vision softly creeping 
Left its seeds while I was sleeping 
And the vision that was planted in my brain 
Still remains 
Within the sound of silence 

In restless dreams I walked alone 
Narrow streets of cobblestone 
'Neath the halo of a street lamp 
I turned my collar to the cold and damp 
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light 
That split the night 
And touched the sound of silence 

Moment of happiness

This was the first weekend i return from France. 

and my birthday was hidden in somewhere within the france trip.

A warm birthday celebration planned by my love at 

Ciccio Pasticcio Ristorante Bar Pizzeria, Changkat Bukit Bintang

I told my love that i would like a cake with candles on my post birthday celebration with him.

Because on my 21st birthday, I have not made any wishes! that was my concern :p

The moment of happiness when the manager brought out the cake without my notice,

and such a surprise as he told me we were not going to have it here.

It was a great dinner with him. simple yet lovely.

I love him as much as he does. ;)

Moment of happiness last forever.

Loneliness leads to Insanity

Yesterday was such a doom day for me.

People around might think that i'm a very sociable person,

especially high school mates as that is my impression to them.

I would say, I was, but not anymore.

There was a party for all the scholarship holder.

Fyi, scholarship holder has to work for 140 hours per year in uni to avoid being pull out.

As for me, i have not involved in any on the second year.

I thought, being a helper in this party will give me a chance to interact with scholars.

because i do not have friends who involve in this scholar thingy, i am worried of lonely.

But everything turns up was speechless, as in it wasn't what i thought.

It was a rainy day yesterday, and their plans get interrupted.

I am in the team of Games and Performance.

Performance didn't seem to be part of me as we only got brief about games.

Games were delay due to rain at the university square.

As a Games team, I didn't know what is going on and when i ask what's the plan in Whatsapp group, nobody gives me response. 

Everyone has their own classmates as their friends, how could i just mix in like that. It would be such a passer by and will get ignored.

Well, I ate alone, i walk alone,

and decided to sit alone at one of the staircase.

I was too tired.

Thanks for the day. Time wasting.

Weekend @ Grand Lexis, Port Diskson

These days, i worked (photo booth) with my love when there is a chance.

Last few weekend was in Malacca and last weekend was in Port Dickson.

Although we were there for working purpose, but i do enjoy the short term scenery in the car.

Short term as in, weather changed too quick, and sunset only last for a quarter.

Loving the blue skies, blue seas (imagine), fluffy clouds and sunset to farewell for the day.

Grand Lexis was pretty grand. not funny i know :p 

We were there for Volkswagen Family Day and due to time constraint i do not get to explore the whole place. Hoping for another chance to visit this place ;)

On road with love is such a happiness moment. 

<3

Guardian Angel 守护天使

看完冲上云霄２大结局最后的独白，

他似暗示了我什么的。希望从今我得慢慢学会如何守护我们的恋情，

期待修成正果的那一天到来。

冲上云霄 (II) 2 - 第43集大结局

顧夏陽 Cool 魔（張智霖飾）獨白

我開始相信Guardian Angel（守護天使）背後的意義。

有人說緣分天註定，但是在現實的世界，

你以為真的靠天賜良緣就可以終生美滿嗎？

所有可以修成正果的關係，其實都是靠人為，

是靠兩個人無時無刻的努力，用心經營，

當然不可以吊兒郎當，否則漫漫人生，

怎麼可以天長地久守護對方？

說到守護一個人，重點是要守護到底，不過說倒容易，做就很難，

就算對朋友對家人，大大小小的考驗根本數之不盡，

不過只要你沒有把考驗當作傷痕，懂得忘記和原諒，那就恭喜你了，

你已經掌握到守護一個人最大的竅門，而且過後你一定會感激，

有這些大大小小的考驗，陪你們一起成長，

無論好日子還是壞日子，都有人和你並肩作戰，

輸了一場仗，贏了一場仗，都有人等你回來，

和你一起笑，一起哭，你守護他，他守護你，多麼溫馨。

不過，大家也別以為，守護天使只懂得守護情人、朋友、家人，賣力用心、周到妥帖，

還有一班我的同行，他們每個都和我一樣，明白這套制服的重量，

他們會以你的安全舒適為最大的依歸，無數守護天使在每程航班上面發光發熱，他們就是希望，

你可以開開心心地在天空上面翱翔，飛去你想去的地方，見你想見的人，令你願望成真。

所以說每架飛機，每個機場，守護天使總有一個在附近。

不過，我一直想不通一個問題，

就是世界上到底先有Triangel（緣分天使），還是先有Guardian Angel（守護天使）？

你是因為守護一個人，所以和他結緣，還是因為你和他有緣，註定會守護對方一生一世？

♥

Hold On!

Life has been going up and down like a roller coaster.

These are all expected before.

All I need is time to adapt.

Urgh! Not cool at all.

I felt extremely jealous viewing other couple travelling around.

It was like I keep travel without him and he keep travel without me.

I just need a short trip but things weren't turn out well.

Chill babe chill.

It is just a time matter, I believe.

Hold on there, you will get what you want, SOON.

Hopefully.

Keep waiting

I know and I knew,

your days have been extremely busy.

But, i am still trying my luck on getting your warm greetings.

Is that really hard to even send a smiley face over?

You said it will be over soon.

Make sure you keep your promise, and i will be waiting here.

You know i love you.

and i hope you do.